Back to blogging once again. My mood swings all the time, it's on and off. Anyways, a greeting for all of you, Happy New Year. Hope this year wil be an awesome one.

Due to some random reasons, all my previous posts are now set to private.

Life's been pretty good lately, but somehow, somewhere deep inside, it feels empty. I dont know what's going on. Somehow, I reckon most of us feel this way, especially people who're single

I'm not seeking for a boyfriend, I don't need one. I just need shoulders. That's all I'm asking for actually, since years back. Girlfriends' shoulders are not wide enough.. heh.

Sometimes, I wonder.. What is it like to like someone deeply who's so far away from you. & that you know there's no way you're gonna be with that certain someone, that feeling sucks? Yes it does, no doubt.

Enough of sappy shit.

2005 is history now. My last year for high school, a year for me to meet up with many people, a year which gained me some new good friends. It seems so fast, though. Yesterday was like the day I complained that school's reopening, and right now, I have like 7 months of free time. National Service in March, though. Blargh, sucks to be me.

I want a new layout for this page. The current one is so boring, yet i suck at html and all. I'd appreciate it if someone could help me out with this. Who's reading this anyway?

Have a nice year. I'll do fine.

Jane, the sis, is getting married in less than 10 days' time. This is scary, I've seen her growing up from a student to a really mature woman (ha not like I'm older than her, but you get the point). This just makes me realize how time flies and all, it makes people nervous. Live life to the fullest, this phrase doesnt come out from no where. Geez.

The stupid government test has finished since about 1 month ago. I went to Singapore, Kl, and did whatever stuff. Met up with new people, old people (by that i mean old friends, or maybe cousins whom I hadnt met for ages). Life's pretty good for now, I love it. I love my friends, they're all crazy mofos. I love crazy mofos.

Chilled at a friend's place yesterday together with another not so close one. Surprisingly, situation wasnt as awkward as I thought it would be. Let's see. This friend of mine, I knew him in like August. After that, we found out that he kind of has a number of long lost friends whom I know too. Sounds complicated? Not really. So yes, I sort of became the middle person for them. I'm confused now, blargh.

Back to the wedding topic. I'm the bridesmaid, and fuck it because I havent got myself a good gown.

Yeen, at last, is back from Spain.

The coming days are gonna be pretty boring, I reckon. School has reopened, have fun for those who're still attending school . Right now I'll just wait for Friday night to come. Cousins will be back by then, wheeness~

Cousins and their mum are here now! However, I haven't met them yet. I was out with Yeen and her parents, Jin and all.

Was at Karaoke beforehand, singing is awesome! Zhang is still horrible in driving, speeds like there's no tomorrow. Later on, chilled at swimming club with Aunty Judy and all. Was supposed to swim but I didn't have my swimsuit at that moment, which wasn't quite a bad thing because once the girls jumped into the water for like a couple of minutes, thunder and lightning came. Followed by rain after Han boy got in too.

Am kind of forced to go to Clear Water tomorrow. :S . Speaking of which, I had a deal with Yeen. She HAS to pierce her bloody ears if she wants me to go to Clear Water with her. For heaven's sake she's so chicken to get her ears done! Even her mum is fed up if im not mistaken, so yeah, Must Make Her Get Her Ears Pierced. Not very likely anyways, unless Aunty Judy applies some sleeping powder in her food so that we could drag her to the piercing shop without her consciousness. Good idea aye!

Gotta meet up with another friend so that I could pass my photo to him, So That he could pass the photo to another friend in London, SO THAT I could have my fake ID done. Blargh, just for fun.

Relatives and parents are out for dinner, I'm hungry, lonely and sleepy. Feed me.

Flies.

I did a testimony this morning during service. It was quite ok, I think. At least I didnt embarass myself, saying random stuff which's not related to the speech.

Nick and Brian are good because my life's been quite eventful thanks to the two cousin brothers. Chilled out at quite many places, took them to Indulgence for lunch together with Yeen and Jin. I was dumb enough to mix bolognese up with cabonara. I like Clear Water's cabonara, although, according to Nick, it wasn't quite right. Later on, we roamed around in a mall, and I got myself a pair of pants, wicked.

Jin tagged along and we got home to play the card game. We're all so addicted to Cho Dai Dee ever since we played it in Singapore. It's really hilarious when we tease another cousin as a noob because he'll get all pissed off. Oh ya so it's like so many people are in my house now and Max just can't stop barking.

So anyways, I was informed (and forced) to do this testimony thing yesterday. & I think i'm included in MMT already.. What a great way to start the year.

Another friend got back from KL yesterday and we managed to catch up with each other. Had some drinks at a cafe and later on we proceeded to the snooker centre. I suck at that game, but I'm improving :D . Hidden talent i have man. So yeah, I think i'll be playing snooker quite a lot during this long holidays, awesome. Watched a movie together with a whole big bunch of people like Aunty judy and fam, Hyean and his family and yada yada.. & we have this thing bout Raj goin on.

"AluuuuuU~ My name is Raj and I come from india~"

Indian accent is so so so fun. Right now, I'm calling everyone a Raj. We went to a mamak stall, and I ordered curry mutton. Say curry mutton in a Raj way, and we effing laughed our asses off. It's just funny, when I say it verbally, not here. Words are boring. I'm passing out btw. I dozed off at about 3am and had to wake up at 7 in the morning today, and I need 12 hours of sleep. So, lacking 8 hours.. Thats the case.

Therefore, Yanno is passing out now. Later.

Exactly a week ago, my house was filled with people from all over the world. Not really world, but about that. Relatives and cousins from everywhere had returned to attend my sister’s wedding, which was cool. Right now, the house is left with a few of us again. Parents and me, together with two aunts.

In Ipoh, there’s really nothing much to do. Nick and Brian were here for a week and I was supposed to be the tour guide. Seriously, 80% of what we did was eating. Tried to think of really interesting places but nope, failed. We snookered, did sports, played counter strike at a cyber café, and nothing much already. However, Gabby and Keith were having holidays because of an Islam celebration thing. Everyone went ot my house to chill for a bit and also helped to wrap up door gifts for my sister’s wedding. My room was cramped with about 13 people.. Noise!!

It wasn’t that bad until my uncle from Penang came. Early in the morning at 8, the whole house was fully blasted with children’s yelling and shouting and crying. Nick was obviously annoyed, what I find funny was when he entered my room and saw me sleeping, I heard him asking my mum:” Is this room sound proof?”

Wedding was seriously fun!

But good time doesn’t stay all the time, everyone had to leave. I frigging miss my two cousin brothers who hanged out with me most of the time. Right now just hope that Nick’s going to KL on Monday and I’ll meet him up, without Brian. He has to go back to Singapore and after that back to Australia because school is reopening for him. Suxxors..

Once again I'm stuck in this small little town and am too bored. Played majhong with my two aunts for like 2 hours, lost quite a lot. Mum paid anyways.. & if I add up both my aunts' ages, its like more than a century.

Any good youngsters left here?

I want to blog I want to blog I want to blog!!

Speaking of laziness... Geez.